Today I am really feeling Spirit strongly. This is the stuff I love to run from sometimes because sometimes it can be overwhelming. Like today and the last few days I have been carrying a lot in my back. I decided to do a spread and let Spirit give me the message I needed to hear and those who read it and connect with it Ashe and give thanks. You may read and repeat the following:
“My mind is not quiet. There are so many racing thoughts and things that weigh heavily on my mind, I have taken on a lot. I need to straighten out my mental and allow peace of mind to flourish. There are some mandatory tasks that I have been putting off to the side and procrastinating. Operating out of fear that this may be my breaking point...fear that I have to continue. I must break free of this mental chaos and along my Crown to be re-lit with good thoughts and soundness. My mind is the greatest builder and destroyer. It is time to operate with more clarity and authenticity. I will challenge myself to drink more water in order to think more clearer. Filtering Out consistently.
Why is this heart filled with a load that feels too much to bear? Well you’ve had several bad relationships. Toxicity has flooded your life sometimes it was you and sometimes it wasn’t. You need to cut your losses. Walk away from the things that do not serve you. DO NOT WASTE ANYMORE TIME SELF DESTRUCTING! Things did not play out fairly and you were done dirty but it is so poisonous to sit there and stay stagnant on that situation. Yes I am dealing with a lot of emotional pain and it is hard to let go. Because this was not something that I planned for to cut from my life.But what do you do when there is a lack of respect and care? When there is dishonesty through and through...look at my mental….who am I truly kidding? This isn’t the change I asked for and my heart won’t let me let it go but I must and those who hurt me, may you find blessings somewhere because who truly wins hurting someone who truly cares for them. I will move on and continue to let the pain exit and lighten my heart.
My soul is almost unrecognizable. Is this what the mud feels like? Is this what a valley is? How come this “down'' feels so much worse than the last one? Have I completely lost myself. I have become so inauthentic. I have rode the waves of self-doubt and found transitioning shelter in others and their expectations. My soul is at war and I am not really sure what it is that I want or even need at this point. The last few months it has been a torrential downpour in every aspect, like sure I recognize the blessings but the pain and the rain! Whew chile. Many of these thigs are out of control but I really must remember that this is what life really looks like. These moments of indescribable pain and losing self-awareness calls for some of the Most High transformations.This is what Rebirth looks like...this is my time and please please self don’t delay any longer.”
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